Rant #2189

5. I have accepted that I will never find love in the future. I've been given signs that I am meant to forever be alone. 6. I am a hypocrite who can't take their own advice. I hate listening to people tell me what to do yet I can't even listen to myself. 7. I do not see myself succeding in the future. 8. I cannot imagine a future for myself. 9. I serve in the church and my faith with my Lord is strong yet I do not carry out his word. 10. I have accepted that I will forever burn in hell for all of my sins. I know the pain will be a million times more painful than what I'm feeling now but I know I deserve it. 11. I wish I was loved. I wish for many things. I am stuck daydreaming about what I could've been.