Rant #2188

Things I hate about myself & my life: 1. I'm fat, ugly, bad personality. I am not conventionally attractive, I try to fix myself but I still look bad. 2. The only thing I used to be good for was my personality (I am a people pleaser, people see me as responsible/dependable, but I'm faking it all for my reputation) 3. I lie about everything. I can't help but lie, I've done it to save my life. It's an automatic response. 4. I am the worst person to ever exist. I am a brat who doesn't know how to respect their own parents. I do not deserve anything whatsoever. My so called "worth" has faded away due to my negligence and carelessness. I have accepted my lost potential and will forever suffer the consequences of my actions.