Rant #2175

I'm just really pissed off at the girl who I had a situation-ship with. It continues to affect my current relationship. My spouse states that I continually call out my situation-ship's name in my sleep. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm over her, but apparently that didn't feel like the case. I know that I never got closure, or even a real start to a relationship because she lied and cheated multiple times. I gave my all to being with my situation-ship, and I never once received the same back. I'm tired of letting this affect me and my current relationship, but I don't know how to go about doing so when there are so many things I want to say to my situation-ship, but can't. I've tried journals, breathing exercises, focusing on myself, etc. I just don't know what to do anymore. I need to let go of this for the sake of myself, but I can't seem to. Any help would be much appreciated