Rant #2167

I’m tired of trying to find someone. I’m tired of people suggesting I should do x or y or go out with z. Just shut up. Everyone needs to just shut the f up. Sometimes I look at the life of a typical college f boy and think to myself wow that sound amazing. In a culture where you have to wait till marriage I’m going bonkers knowing that I have nothing lined up at the moment. In a culture where everyone is getting engaged/married in their mid 20s, I feel so hopeless at 25 with no one in site. It’s not that I don’t put myself out there. I’ve gone out with 4 different girls in the past 8 months or so. Everytime everyone is so ehhh. I keep going out with girls, good girls mind you, and leaving feeling sooo underwhelmed. And everyone is like oh what do you want. She’s a great girl. I don’t get it. I JUST WANT SOMEONE IM ATTRACTED TO, CAN TALK TO WITHOUT BEING BORED, AND THAT LIVES CLOSE ENOUGH FOR IT NOT TO BE LONG DISTANCE. IS THAT A CRIME? Is that so hard? Why does everyone look at me l