Rant #2157

I just feel so useless and talentless. I've had depression and anxiety basically my whole life and I don't know what I'm doing with myself. I won't have hobbies, real friends, or ambitions and dreams for the future. I know I'll never do it because I'm scared of the pain and the afterlife, but I don't see the point of me being here. All I do is take from overs while I'm just doing nothing for anyone, if anything I'm just a waste. I don't want to live like this anymore, but I don't see myself ever getting the life I want