Rant #2121

I want to die so bad but if i fail they're going to send me to cpep again. I'm not built for this world or this life I just want to leave already I'm so sick of everything and I can't talk to anybody because everyone decided that I'm not worth talking to anymore for some reason. I feel so weak and pathetic for struggling at my stupid part time minimum wage job. I hate that I get burnt out so easily and I hate how I'm always depressed and I can't do anything in life. I wish I could just die in my sleep and be done already. Everything is exhausting. I don't have anything to live for.