Rant #2113

I feel so stuck everyday. It seems like everyone around me knows what they want to do with their lives and I'm being left behind. I feel so numb and also too emotional at the same time. It's hard for me to talk to anyone about it without crying, which is probably why I'm here. I don't want to start self harm again, but sometimes it feels like it's the only way for me to feel better. I feel like I can never do anything right, not at work, not at home, not at school. I feel trapped and I don't know what to do.