Rant #2097

I am hyper sexual you can look that up and after I watched and you know I felt so guilty that I started scratching at my skin and it caused my thighs and arms and shoulders and chest to bleed I cut and scratched myself and I wish I could just shoot myself in the head I feel guilty always I hate myself and my thoughts I don’t know what to do with myself I am a minor and if I tell my mother or a doctor they will just say im a horny teen and I can’t keep fucking living like this I don’t know if I will make the night. If I don’t I just wanted to say even though I don’t know you in sorry so so sorry