Rant #2088

Maybe in a couple weeks or months or years I’ll look back and think “damn, not you crying over a man who catfished you, lied, and took your money”. Right now I’m just pissed, and hurt. You were a friend I confided in. How are you going to say “fuck whoever made you feel that way” then turn around and make me feel that way. I felt confident enough to leave my abuser. You said you would be there to help whenever I was ready. You built me up and the tore me back down. I hate that I still like you so much. I hate that I still look for your messages. And I hate that whatever confidence I had in myself because of you is back down to nothing, because of you. I don’t even blame you.