Rant #2053

i honestly feel so shit. most of the time, i feel like i dont even deserve to feel shit bc there are ppl who r going thru so much worse, for example, my bsfs dad died. and my other friend is in foster care. and my cousins dad is a dipshit. i honestly feel physically and mentally drained. i hate school. i hate home. i hate arabic school. i hate myself. im ugly. im skinny fat. im a liar. im annoying. i OD. i do sh. life is so ass rn.