Rant #2049

I hate and like this friend at the same time sometimes. But mostly hate her. She’s my good friend and I only have 2 good friends from college. I am not jealous of her no way cause I look way better than her but even then she’s the one who seems to get more attention from everyone even the people who don’t know us and are meeting for the first time. They’d greet her but choose not to greet me. Wow. I hate her. And she’s so full of herself. She always talks about her own life and things revolving around her. Eventually I stopped sharing my life events with her cause she’d always find a way to mock or humiliate me. And the funny part is I don’t do the same cause I am a supportive person but then she finds a way to mock me again for not mocking her the way she does to me. I feel like I should cut her off but then she briefly acts like she’s the bestest friend I’ve ever had. I hate that she looks so average and still gets more attention than me.