Rant #2042

hi butterflys today i just wana say i really wana kill myself tbh when my mom was still here she was the best but when i turned gr 2 it was all the worst bc when i was in gr 5 people talk bad abt me and made me insecure and since now i miss my mom now ik what ur thinking why dont you just idk chat her bcuz she is bussy working to keep food for us to eat and a roof on our head also she is working somewhere else way so she is not here and also i just cant take it anymore my bff back stab me my classmate made fun of me i just want my mom back home.....i cant take it anymore my life is shi and i cant tell anyone bc i feel something in me like no give them a chance its always like that i just........i really really wana die. bye butterflys-