Anonymous
Im so tired and I dont know what to do i dont see a future for myself I have already been to the mental hospital 6 times several suicide attempts some landing me in the hospital and one in a short coma and i have been struggling with SH I barely have friends I lost the love of my life I feel like a alien in my house and well everywhere im starting to believe my life isn't real or anything is to the point I cant feel parts of my body sometimes I always on auto pilot and I dont know how to talk to people I used to be able but that was before I was SAed by my two family member at 3 and my depression and personality disorder started getting worse all my life I have been abused and I just turned 15 my dad sexually mentally and physically abused me when I was born to around 5 and my step dad abused me to 5 to a couple months ago and my mom is getting divorced again I feel like a failure all o I everyday is sulk and miss people I dont have anymore and im tired of it I just want a release
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