Rant #2008

i'm so tired of being the supposed 'smart' student. everyone views me as an ai they can always ask questions from. newsflash, i'm not. i'm just a human. people say being smart is a blessing, but i consider it a curse. friends always ask me to tutor, help them, and always ask me how do you study that you're smart? pls, i have my own personal life, i don't need to help you. i study normally, but they still don't believe me. they get mad and disappointed if i answer a question wrong, but i'm sorry, i'm just a human. i make mistakes. when my friends get just 1 point higher than me in a test, they celebrate and say they're smarter. i just want to talk about this issue about my friends, but they'll say i'm ungrateful for what i have and i'm looking for attention. the environment at home makes it worse. my parents never ask me 'how was school?' just straight to 'how was the test?" never about me, it's always the scores. i'm tired of being the 'perfect and smart' student.