Rant #1993

In my school, we have a club that basically teachers are in there and students and teachers pick who is the club. And I was so excited, the most excited for the club to start. And I believe it even started because of me and my friend grop's enthusiasm for our senior year. I didn't get in but my entire friend group did and people who literally don't even care and I just wanted to be in a club and got in. I just feel like crying because I literally don't know why they didn't pick me. I know it's not because of anything academic or behavioral and I did sign up. And I have been trying to get over it, telling myself it was probably an accident and they forgot to say my name but they had they're first meeting and nothing changed and I've been trying to shrug it off and try t ppl get over it but I really care. It just sucks to be left out on something you really care about.