Rant #1992

Feeling crap because recently I’ve been touch starved and I’m a trans girl so it’s slightly rougher out here to find regular people. Found this one Trans girl who is just so not my type but a pretty okay hang. We hooked up once and it was fun but the second time (last night) I really just wasn’t feeling it and I know it’s because I don’t find her attractive and I feel like shit cuz maybe I’m leading her on but I was trying!! Being open to new people and stuff! But I just felt gross after. It was the first time I’ve hooked up with someone I wasn’t really into and it was mostly because I was lonely. I don’t know my late 20s just kinda suck in this department and I’m sad this made it worse.