Rant #1990

Back in February of this year I lost my baby at 9 weeks and I don’t know what to do. It’s beating me up so bad mentally and I’m afraid of trying again because what if I lose the baby again. One of my biggest fears is that I’m infertile or just not being able to be a mother at all. I don’t know how to talk to my partner about it without breaking down and crying either, he knows I wannabe a mother badly but me being scared is holding everything back