Anonymous
Why is making friends so hard. I mean I'm finally trying to talk to people and I'm doing pretty good but I just can't ever get that comfort with people that I used to get back in elementary and middle school. I wish I could live a fun-filled highschool life with parties, deep late-night talks, lifelong friendships and love. What scares me more is that what if college turns out exactly the same. Thousands of what-ifs worry me everyday. Like what if I end up all alone cuz of my incapability of forming human connections. Or what if I never find someone to love. Or what if I never find a bestfriend. Man I don't even know how it feels to have a bestfriend whom I can be very open with, who would know what's going on in my life, who I would be afraid to lose. I have come to this point where I'm not even afraid of losing people cuz of how many people I have already lost.
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