Rant #1959

I was recently js scrolling and a video popped up on my fyp. A guy i fell in love with a while back singing and dancing with a few other guys on a stage. I miss him so much, i think about him often. How he is, what he is doing, if hes taking care of himself. We used to talk about music all the time, he was always so passionate about it and i loved to listen. One time we stayed up all night just talking about everything and nothing. I told him about the stars and how bright they were, how much i love looking at them. It felt like i was in a movie because he said i was the prettiest star he loved looking at and kissed me. We never dated, but i wonder what we could have been.. im so happy and proud of him but i just wish i could have my sweet boy back even if he was never really mine. Ill always keep our promise safe in my heart Mar <3 It was kind of crushing to see, but yeahh lol