Rant #1908

I messed up. I messed up my life. I have nobody to turn to right now to what I am dealing with. - I failed 3 of my semesters of college. - I am facing so much humiliation, shame, guilt and embarassment from my past actions from being in college - I am in a toxic long distanced relationship . This relationship was a big factor to why I failed my last two sems of college. - I feel so much shame in being in a same-sex relationship. - I feel like my relationship brought so much shame into my own family. - Everyday now, I am reminded of my past failures, dumb decisions, my relationship troubles, and how i lied to everyone on why I failed college.