I feel like I’ve failed myself, I can’t get perfect attendance for anything especially dance, I don’t feel love there anymore. The teacher that cared about me died and I don’t even see a reason to go, but still I love dance it’s my life and I can’t imagine life without. Im nothing without it-I’m not smart or pretty or perfect, but with dance it change my life but I can’t see to go. I know my teacher doesn’t care about me anymore I wish I was still useful to them. But now I’m no better than a piece of trash on the floor I don’t know who I am anymore, I’m not as “perfect” as I was. I just I’m so tired of trying to be the standard I just want to exist as myself, not in pain,not suffering,not suppressed but shining as the true me
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