Rant #1892

Alot of thingsa arr happening in my life all at once and I thoufht it would get better but it's not. Is it wrong I keep hanging out with the same people that judge me for every little thing I do I mean Idk. I finally got a grisp of myself nd some dude likes me and stuff nd like I kinda like him but my friend is just being so negative abt it now I don't care but it's getting to me a lot nd her negative comments some times don't even link. Why am I still friends with her idk I just don't want to be lonely. It's not even only her but I feel like idk all day and last year I nearly ended it nd Ithought tthis year would be new but it's not nd now I'm back to square one idk