Rant #1878

i’m uoset. i’m uoset and i hate it becsuse i don’t understand why i’m so fucming uoset thst my friend cancelled plans with me to hang out with her boyfriend. it’s not like she’s not allowed to, i just hate feeling like an outsider because everybody else is dating and able to do all these things together and i can’t ever do anything. i think i’m jusy ginna cut everybody off and not talk anymore. i don’t think they’d give a shit if i just never spoke again, it’s hurtful but i think ignoring everybody is probably better for my fucking sanity in the long run