Rant #1876

I just really wish the men I like would like me. I was always rejected in high school and now it's like I'm invisible to everyone but creepy men who catcall me. I put effort into my appearance, I try to be approachable, but I get nothing. I just don't know what's wrong with me that I seem so repulsive. I want a relationship so badly, I've been crying about it. I don't know if it's my looks (I have acne scars) or if it's my height (5'10) but something just seems fundamentally wrong with me. I just want someone to love me.