It's been a month since my partner broke up with me. He was in my life for two years, he was my entire world, we had our entire life planned out. We had known each other for two years, been dating for almost an entire year. He was my first genuine adult relationship and I don't think I ever thought I was ever going to lose him. I miss him, a lot. To the point where it physically hurts. He didnt even give me a reason when he left, just that "he was rethinking his life". I've never been this broken over a breakup before and its scaring me? I didn't realize how messed up this made me until I started avoiding people and not wanting to make plans and hang out with friends because I just want to be alone with my thoughts, and its getting unhealthy at this point. I just miss him man. I miss him and I want him back even though its just like not good for both of us-like I introduced him to my family, he went to all my gatherings, he was my person in everything, and just like that, 2 years gone