Rant #1872

School stresses me out so much to the point that every day is just surviving through the stress until Saturday. That's the one day my mind is at peace and quiet. Sunday is also horrible because I think of the fact that Monday is school and then have to study and it causes me stress. I keep bottling it up and comforting myself saying that everything will be fine and it works for a while until all the bottled up stress just explodes and then my mind doesn't work and I don't voluntarily think of the stressful situations yet my body decides to react to them. I'm genuinely so tired of it all because I don't know how to stop it I just can't wait to finish school I can't handle it anymore