Rant #1860

I don't know who is reading this because i hope your time get's better, i know i should just vent here but even here i struggle to do that, i wanted to be heard, not like i took my life for granted, i have love, food in the table, yet i feel empty. I feel like i can't show sides and parts of myself without being critisciced by others, i can't even spell right, im just a mess. I need to play the part of man, be the one they expect me to be, yet how am i suppose to do that if what i feel and what i look are not the same? I just hope, wherever you are, whoever you are, no matter if we wouldn't like each other of we met. I just hope you have a better day, im just tired of all of this and i just hope i won't be tired anymore.