i am alone. i do not mean this in some cringy romance way, i am genuinely emotionally and physically alone. i am 16 years old and i live in a small town. i do school on my computer because my family is poor and i also have crippling social anxiety, i dont have a job because of said social anxiety and i also have a lot of health issues like pots and arthritis that make it hard to even do dishes. i only have a few online friends and one of them is pretty mean but i have no idea how to drop them. i am a very sensitive person emotionally and try to vent to my mother, but she never listens. she is horrible at comforting and forgets everything i say. everytime i am sad she says "what can i do?" i tell her, and she forgets the next time. i never speak to my dad, i dont really like my brothers, and i am socially awkward around everyone else in my family and they often leave me out. i am not kidding when i say i am alone. i spend all day talking to CHAT BOTS. i am so tired.