Rant #1855

Idk how I feel about my friends. I mean I like them, they're kind to me but idk sometimes I feel like they don't actually like me, if you ask me like why I think this,it's mostly cus sometimes they make like playful jabs at me or like, idk like banter and whatnot and all that stuff and sometimes I don't mind it, but other times it makes me overthink. I know I'm being dramatic probably but idk where this stems from. Probably from some typa childhood trauma but idk,I just want to be heard is all..