Anonymous
I miss him. Everyday its harder. Knowing someone is still alive but cannot be with you at this time is torture. You start to realize how much you took for granted. I wish the authorities never got involved. I want to go home. The world lacks color and music lacks sound since hes been away from me. He said he loves me, that I am still his everything, but distance is hard for an overthinker... I want to go back home. I want to cook our meals. I want to play our games. I want to cuddle on the couch and watch our shows together. The defining moment will be April 27th... I hope the lord has heard me cry every hour for the last 2 weeks and is willing to help... I don't know if I can handle another loss so devastating. This is up there with losing my mother, only hes alive and well... I am desparate for him. My soul is shattered and may only be mended when we are finally together and can repair what was broken. Please lord help... pray for me... pray for us.. I do not want to lose my future.