i feel so stressed i have abusive parents my mom mostly have been abusing me since i was rlly little it started with words and discipline and then physically shed beat me when i turned like 8 or 9 i started to explore my body and i was reallly curious about it id watch porn and explicit videos and my parents later found out about it they yelled and mentally abused and hurt me my parents beat me with hangers, wires, charging ports, wooden spoons, and js anything they have at the moment it rlly does hurt because i cant escape; my family are rich and i have other family members that abuse theyre children too i couldnt go to them if i wanted to i hate my "african househould" when they think abuse is justified and js discipline i never get to do anything my parents treat my siblings better. this has been going on for so long i jsut wanna die and cry ic ut myself and im scared of reporting anyhting because my mom is pregnant and i rlly js dont wanna go into a bad foster home :(