I feel like I’m about to snap. I’m a student athlete and I’ve been hiding how bad my mental health is for months from my therapists, teachers, and everyone. At the start of softball season I was outgoing and high energy, but now I’m just a shell. I’m underperforming on the field and everyone is noticing. My coach called my mom because she was worried about me being gloomy. I panicked and texted my coach saying I was fine. I am 100% NOT ok. I feel like a liar and now I feel like it’s too late to tell the truth because I doubled down I’m in a dark place and have thoughts about ending it, but terrified to say that because I’m a minor and scared of reporting. I don't want my mom to think less of me or look at me like I’m bad. Im so done with pretending. I just needed to put this somewhere because I’m at a breaking point and feel like I’m losing my mind. like i honestly just need some good advice on what to tell my coach i need her help and ive lowk almost reached my breaking point pls.