Anonymous
I’m feeling quite down about my friendships lately. They’re already so few, but I feel so disconnected from my friends lately. I know people are busy and have their own things going on so I try to check in and be available, but sometimes I feel like it’s all pointless. Why put in effort or worry so much when the other people won’t even care a fraction as much? People can do whatever they want with their time, especially if I know they want to relax, but it just… makes me a little sad when I see a friend commenting stuff all over social media but they can’t be bothered to text me back until days later. I don’t even bother texting them about stuff I usually would anymore because I know they won’t get back to me very quickly. But they have time to be chatting with people in streams and other sites? Idk. I’d never complain about this to them bc it just makes me seem unreasonable and whiny. But yeah, just a bit sad about how alone I am right now.