Anonymous
i want to start this off by saying that i am the one in the wrong here. i was the piece of shit. i'm only venting on here so i don't expose my friends whom i have hurt to my feelings - they do not deserve to carry the burden of my behavior and the feelings associated with them. i went on a cruise and heavily flirted with my roommate the entire time. i confused them so badly that it upset them because for me, it was just for fun, but they stated that for them it was serious and i effectively led them on. i feel horrible. i should have just asked, checked in, or known. we both heavily flirted but had had convos like, "flirting with friends is fun/having crushes on friends is normal/fine/means very little"; but we cuddled and stroked each other's thighs a lot. i'm just stupid! i'm dumb as fuck! i just thought it was a little fun, like the kind you have at a summer camp as a kid. my poor friend. i hope they just friend dump me like i deserve. i hope that entire group does. jesus.