Rant #1811

Hi I'm Gian but people call me GiGi and I'm currently on my 3rd year college and gonna be 4th year on July this year. I still can't help it but to be sad these days. I feel sad everyday even though I have some friends and a family can talk to - but still the sadness is all over me. One day I was scrolling on internet I saw my old friends they are living with their life at the fullest. While me, I'm stuck being not enjoyed on my college years. Yeah in short I feel insecure often but who cares like I'm just a loner type person. Maybe for now I wanted to cry instantly.