Rant #1790

Sometimes I think to myself. Why did I ever put so much effort in one person I truly poured my heart and soul into for 3 years. A girl I loved. Although. I know our relationship was not healthy in many ways. I wish it still worked out. But, it happened for a reason. She said I was never the problem and she wanted to work on herself. But, she choose someone else so quickly and pushed me away. Maybe I never mattered in the first place. True love nd dedication isn't worth it anymore.