Anonymous
I'm not used to putting effort into school work. Everything's always been easy for me. But since the start of my sophomore year, I've been struggling in collage algebra. Why do I have to be in collage algebra? Am I ungrateful for hating that I was put in that class? Is it my fault that I suck at math? Sure I haven't had an actual math teacher that sticks around for more than 2 months for the past 3 or 4 years, but others are doing so much better than me. Why am I a failure? I feel myself falling behind and I've barely even had the motivation to get out of bed, I don't even know how I'm managing to turn in (most of) my work. I hate school. I hate that I'm not smarter. I just wish I don't wake up tomorrow morning, just so I don't have to feel so worthless on top of everything else going on in my life.