I'm not used to putting effort into school work. Everything's always been easy for me. But since the start of my sophomore year, I've been struggling in collage algebra. Why do I have to be in collage algebra? Am I ungrateful for hating that I was put in that class? Is it my fault that I suck at math? Sure I haven't had an actual math teacher that sticks around for more than 2 months for the past 3 or 4 years, but others are doing so much better than me. Why am I a failure? I feel myself falling behind and I've barely even had the motivation to get out of bed, I don't even know how I'm managing to turn in (most of) my work. I hate school. I hate that I'm not smarter. I just wish I don't wake up tomorrow morning, just so I don't have to feel so worthless on top of everything else going on in my life.