I have 4 days left to finish my film along with all my other classes there's just not enough hours left I'm doomed and running out of steam. It's all my fault and I know dwelling on it is just making it worse but I can't stop I'm panicking. God, why do i have to be so lazy? Why can't my brain work like a normal persons? Maybe it does and its all just an excuse for myself to be lazy I don't know. whyyy did I chose to go to college i am just wasting money in a dead end dying major anyways ugh whyy did i want to do this as a kid I wish i could have been interested in something normal like law or tech I'm regretting everything and just letting people down. I'm not event that good at this shit theres so many people that are so much more passionate about it than me how did I get into this major it seems like im just taking space this feels so unfair. Its all my fault too and i dont know what to do. I didn't even feel this helpless when my dad passed why do i feel like this?