i just gave my math exams. gosh i feel so terrible. did i fail again? im in my final year, damn it. ill be leaving school after this. if i send my uni application with grades this bad, what will i even do???? i dont want to fail math again. i tried. i really tried this time. im not a bad kid, i swear, im trying. im trying so hard. but its never enough. i want to cry. why? just why? why does everything happen around times like this, when im already going through so much and i simply cant bring myself to study?? im trying. i am. what do i even do? how do i study for exams that will affect my future so much, so late? i dont want to fail math again. please, not again. i cant bear the disappointment a third time. not again. i hate this so much.