Anonymous
everything aboslutely sucks. everyday Im constantly going through the cycle of school, trying to live life as if it matters to me. days go day by day. Middle school is horrible. gum stucked up everywhere, trying to act like I am okay. I hate people, I hate trying to doing anything. But I'm constantly pushed around until I cry. I hate wasting my words on people. I hate trying to just get through their thick skulls I'm not a she/her anymore. IM A THEY/THEM FOR SAKE!. I hate trying to look normal. I hate trying to just feel seen and validated. I have others in my life that are struggling harshly. I feel like I'm overreacting. but I cant do this anymore. Im trying to be 'positive' but man, that doesn't HELP. I feel horrible. I feel sick to the core. I feel like I can't do anything without messing up or making a fool of myself. I'm holding back killing myself because of my other friends. but it's getting harder. and harder. but. I'll try. I guess.