Rant #1762

My dad is a police oficer and i know why people are scared of them but they take it out on me because im his daughter. they dont understand what its like in my household my father has ptsd and a short temper my room isnt clean he screams at me i didnt hear him the first time he screams at me. my grades cant be lower then an A-. after he yells at me he just acts like nothing happend and like hes the best father in the world. I dont want to got to a cousler or theripist beacuse i dont want cps called so like him i just bottle everthing up. sometimes i snap yesterday i broke the drywall in my garage and a month before that i broke a glass perfume bottle when i threw it across the room.