I hate everything. im left out my friends aren't talking to me anymore and my parents keep forcing islam on me i just want to commit atp but i can't because im too scared to go trough with it. my girl best friend ist talking to me anymore not even in school, the friend group im in has a new group where everyone is and they go out but i just don't get invited no one tells me shit amd when i ask they say "mb we forgot to tell you" i just feel useless and like nobody cares about me i have helped countless people to get out of their problems just for them to fucking leave me and stop talking to me. also i met a girl a month ago and im in love with her and she knows it I've stopped trying tho so now were just friends, in the last week i had a feeling that she doesn't like me anymore either i always ask her if we wanna do sum and yes she does say yes but it isn't us talking anymore its just her responding idk what to do atp and i just need someone to make me feel like im not worthless.