Rant #1748

i get a pang in my chest when i think about her. i havent seen her in a month ever since my carcrash ive lost my job and been on my mothers couch struggling through college. i havent seen my friends in weeks, i dont have access to nicotine, my anxiety is at an all-time high, i havent felt this way in years. i need out. i need to see her so fucking bad.