I have disappointed everyone around me. I had my finals and didn’t do so good in mathematics and when my mom and dad got to know, they panicked. Initially, I had assumed that my math had gone good and was happy about it till the results were published. I cried a lot that day. I had to apply for a retake so that I could increase my percentage but I feel like a failure. Things had been hard the past few months. In the month of February , the guy I liked confessed that he liked me too and held my hand. I was the happiest that day but it was probably the last time I genuinely smiled. He then ghosted me for weeks and made out with someone which he didn’t bother telling me. I then got to know about my marks which put me down even more. I currently feel like shit and I want to end myself because, I just keep constantly disappointing people. I hope someday it gets better.