I feel really lonely. I have friends an stuff but I never feel like anyone really understands anything I'm dealing with or they are busy and don't want to hear about it. I worry about things that don't cross most peoples minds. I always worry I'm a bad person and that my mistakes are what make me a bad person. I dont feel well mentally and I feel like people who understand me don't exist. I wish I could feel better I just don't know how.