I am already old enough to make my own decisions, yet I am still controlled by my parents on what I should do and what I shouldn't. This may sound selfish of me, but because of everything they are doing to hold possession of me, I have become really antisocial and rarely talk anymore. I keep my personal life away from them, and I can't even look them in the eye for a few seconds anymore. I bottled up everything that they kept me away from, remembered everything they said that made me stray further away from them, and kept every memory that made me resent them for what I turned into. I just feel like I deserve to be trusted for once, and that everything would turn out alright if they choose to do so. I know my capabilities, and I'm not a little kid anymore. I'm 20, and I want my life to feel like it's worth living. But despite my greatest efforts to make myself more open, more vocal, and all, it's never gonna change, and I personally hate them for it. I feel so miserable now...