ive been inside my whole life. my family wasn't poor but we were middle class either. my mother doesn't really have friends or go places and my dad always went wherever alone so i grew up like this, inside. i lived in my house for 21 years and i still couldn't recommend places to go or things to do in a five mile radius. im 22, we got evicted or smth like that, and i still live indoors. yes, i have a job and i go to work and see people everyday but i work in healthcare so the ppl im meeting and seeing aren't always pleasant or someone i can befriend. i have never been to a party yhat wasn't planned my family. i have never slept at a friend's just cousins. i don't have a style in any sense. i didn't keep any friends out of high school. and i am depressed. im no longer on my meds due to insurance issues and my depression feels like its coming back and i spent thee entire saturday indoors while my parents got to see my godmom's new house. they still arent home yet and im just sad.