i feel stressed. theres an ominous feeling looming over me everyday. i can feel my mental helth deteriorating again. i dont want to go there again. but im so tried. i'm failing all my classes. i feel so dumb. i'm so sick of pretending everythings fine with me. i feel like i haven't learned anything since last year. matter of fact, i feel like im worse off than before. i can't imagine a future for myself and i don't know what to do. there's got to be something i can do instead of wallowing in self pity like this. maybe i just need to gts.