i wish i had someone to talk to in my life. all i want to do lately is curl up in a ball and cry im just so tired. but i look at others who are going through far worse times and cant help but feel i dont deserve to feel this way. i know everyone has their own problems and i would never tell someone that their problems are insignificant, but no matter how hard i try i cant accept mine. i have so much going for me i dont deserve to feel this way i should be better. i could fix all my problems if i really tried, i have supportive friends and all i have to do is reach out but i cant. i realise i am everything that is wrong with me and therefore i dont deserve to wine and cry about it. but i cant help myself. ig i just want someone to notice because that would be easier. most of all i jjust want a hug more than anything. i just needed to vent this out so i can lock back in