I crave validation so much it feels unhealthy. I post art hoping to see people comment, saying "It's so nice!!" Whenever I do get those, it feels good, but it makes me want more. I'm constantly checking my notifications to see if strangers online think I'm cool. I hate it so much. Now I can't even bring myself to feel motivated to post something, or do anything productive at all, but I still want praise. I hate myself so much.